whoooo,haven't been posting here for like so long.
yeahhhh,it's been so long already.
so all those miracles,sayings,perseverance thing aren't real.
all lies,just for childrens to listen to it isn't it?
i just don't understand all those unwrap words and pictures.
all these are just lies,lies and lies.isn't it?
i really don't know why is it so difficult to love someone?
H A P P I N E S S . L O V E .
everything just went wrong.hahas.
is every guy in this world so irritating?or maybe idiotic?
i still believe as long as there's hope,there's miracle.
whatever lahs,it's been so long already.
hot and cold.in and out.
don't get it at all.

it isn't something i would wanna keep to myself.
i really really love you all.
we gotta really grab hold of what we got when i still have the energy to.
chances don't come by so easily.
i believe meeting you all isn't by chance or by luck.
but affinity and destined.some even fated.
i gotta say when still have the chance and time to love someone go ahead.
if you still love the person don't let the chance slip by.
if you still can't let go of the person,don't ever let go.
if you really love that someone,tell them.
don't be pull back just bcos of not enough courage and so on.
let the other someone know you love them.
if you had once slip pass someone or something,
or even hurt them.
don't worry you can still chase them back to you.
someday,everyone gotta die.
why not before dying,do something meaningful?
appreciate them more often,the only thing we can do.
don't regret only after they are gone.
don't regret for the mistakes that you had made which hurt them.
amend the mistakes and even the ugliest scar can become a beautiful mask.
hereby,i wanna say ILOVEYOU,INEEDYOU,ITHANKYOU to those i love.
it's affinity & fate that brought us together.
never regret it.[:

why can't stop feeling this way?
why did i feel this way?
what's the real reason behind this?
i really don't know.
i really don't wish to feel this way.
i just want things to be how is it like in normal.
i don't wanna feel anything for him,seriously.
simple cos it hurts and not good at all.
how i hope this feeling could go away as far as possible.
the scene of months ago is repeating in my mind.
the scene of you looking at how i did my work.
the scene when we walk passed each other smiling like an idiot.
the scene when we walk passed each other like a total stranger,the feeling.
all this came back once more.i really don't wanna feel this way.
cos i know there's no outcome.
i don't wanna feel this way at all.not even a single bit anymore.
cos i am seriously tired off.
it's just that i dk why i am so affected by you.
it's just only you.how i hope it's someone else.
you were once someone that could cheer me up.
i was once someone that could make you smile.
but it's all so long ago.
even though it's just a few weeks.
but i had to admit that i am really happy during the few weeks.
really,i do.&thanks.[:
something once but not anymore
the warmth we just had,the love we once had.
&the everything we once had,it's gone forever.
it might not be coming back anymore.
maybe just let nature take its course.
what's yours,will be yours after a round.
what's not yours,no matter how tightly you held it you will still loose hold of it.
i thanks nature,god for letting us know each other.
&i really hope this feeling could stop.
someone i loved once,someone i once held,someone that once make my day,someone that make an impact on me & someone that i could cry infront of.

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hey hey hey!
i am X i N T i n G,living in the lil small dot,yes S'pore!:D
currently fifTEEN.studying in Bedok Green Secondary School.
yes Girl Guides is my Co-Curriculum
Activity.
Previously from Temasek Primary School.
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YES!i love my class 3/3 [ ThreeThree ] they never fails to make my day!(:
& i hate POA so,not b'cos of anything.
of cos i do have someone in mind (:
muahaha my friends should know who that person is (:
& i so hate ppl that says i am a flirt,no no no.
see i am reserved for someone(:
yes someone in BGSS(:

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or else those who read this will be flooded with information.
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